(>.<)

mood swings at the highest level possible
just feeling like blurting out stuff
so much
but i can't
cause i'm not suppose to
so
i'm trying to do nagging
but i got nothing to nag
muahahahaha
o dear
i really do have a boring life

2d@y

didn't came
looking and searching in the crowds
hoping to catch even a glimpse
but
wasn't there
at home
went to check update
saw
smiled
at
the cuteness
didn't came
wasn't well

2d@y

aigoo
just great
perfect timing
hmm.....coincidences
not in the mood
big time test coming
what the....
sorry
just fed up with those untangled knots
rubbing on those scars
man
when am i gonna finish this!!!

2d@y

gonna go back to school after 2 weeks of holiday!!!!!!
homework-not finished
exam results-thirsting for it
friends-missing them so much
......

Gambate la...

tried again....and pretty much fail again^^

2d@y

Drew my arm with pen XDD

2d@y

weekend
don't like doing anything
choose to sleep
but can't sleep
......
......

2d@y

did laundry
tried doing my homework
but only got 2 done
did kitchen duty
got headache
got fever
hahaha
tomorrow tuition......
gambate ^^

Omo...Omo...

how should i put this
i stepped out of my boundaries
maybe
starting a new chapter
going into new boundaries
with many risks
but i'm gonna try
i have never thought of it
ever happening

O_O

2d@y

done:
sweeping
mopping
change bed sheet

soo...little ^^
gambate
tomorrow essays
^^

2d@y

i was reading for my trial
chemistry
he walks in
said lunch was ready
and
suddenly
he asked
what are you going to do next year
i said it depends
he continued
can you stay until i've passed my exam
......
i really can't answer that
does it really matter if i stay or not
i've never helped you
i don't know how to help you
but somehow
a part of me wants to stay back
make sure u will pass through this stage
how am i to choose
i'm not suppose to choose
......

2d@y

Just got the marks for trial exam
biology: 79
chemistry: 88

Happy of course
but there's this sadness somewhere inside

yup, I know I'm thinking too much

2d@y

**don't read!!^^thank you^^

had a fight
in fact
2 fights
including yesterday
yeah
i ain't affected or what
in your dreams
i will be affected no matter how stupid it is
even thou the fight is over
the scars are left to be felt
it will heal
but i will still feel the pain
beneath the skin
in my heart