**Rant post.
Been feeling crappy because there's so many unproductive things running through my mind. Great feeling, not. Blogging this cause... I have nothing to do now and I don't want to feel crappy. For whoever that are still reading, just stop here hehehe...
It's really frustrating, when people tell you that you have a not-very-good-habit and wants you to change. They tell you, but only the part of "you should change" but not "how to change". Okay, I admit, I have an awful habit throughout these few years. And it may be getting worse... but how do I change it when there are still people telling me that I'm still not good enough... I'm trying to get out there and maybe mingle around with everyone else, STILL TRYING. It's darn tiring. When I get hyper, I can't stop... I know, it's darn bad. Yet, so darn simple to solve it out. But I don't know how to!!! Like what they always say, it's easy to advise others but so darn tough to do it yourself. I hate that feeling. Hate it so much... *and now I'm testing how mush hatred I have in me...*
I feel like using all the bad words I've known my whole life because of that frustration...
wow... being unproductive do make you extremely negative...
that's bad...
If you can't tell me exactly where or how or why I'm wrong... then please find out the answer before you start telling me to change... I am extremely stubborn, so if you don't have facts or reasons to back up whatever you say, it's tough for me to listen to what you wan to say since you can't make it clear for me. Maybe it's because I'm bad at understanding, maybe because I'm just not that smart, but I do hope that you can have the patience to teach me...
*two rounds of tetris battle*
yeah, feeling a lot less crappy now. *throws confetti* hopefully I'll change a bit... hopefully...
yeah... I'm quite self centered...
yikes~!
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