Fly...Not...

Fly...if only I could!!!
I've been having a Soar throat since last Wednesday. It was a mild one but I had a bowl of soup for dinner which I later found out it was good for the body (which was a disaster for me since I was having a Soar throat!!) The soup helped "made" my Thursday. I had a once again mild fever and didn't told my mom.

On the third day, I got slightly better since my fever was gone. The Soar throat was still there but who cares. I got my exam papers on Friday!! It will not be a good one as I didn't really study......okay, I never actually study...... Anyway, I got my history paper which was "the end of the world"...I failed!!! After history class was add maths...my nerves were strained and was going to burst into pieces...I was really nervous because many of my friends had different answers, no one knows what will happen....I was feeling weird while holding the calculator, counting the possible values to "up" my average marks....but was helpless as it'll never reach 80 (At least I was still in the 70 range) The names were called out and I got my Paper 2...I wanted to scream....on the paper written...100/100. Well, I passed half of the paper, I've still got Paper 1 which has the chance to ruin me (yup...break me down into atoms like glass) When my name was called, I went in front, took my paper and wanted to turn around to my seat when the teacher asked me: do you do add maths exercise everyday?...I said no and looked at my mark...80/80...feeling kinda happy, I went back to my place. Then, my head started to do what it does best......it shuts down and my eyes only saw the ceiling.... Then Appa asked me if I'm depressed (haha) and said that most of em do that.....

When I got back, well....it wasn't pleasant as lunch was rice with CURRY. I still ate it, swallowing with my swelling throat. When it was dinner I had the same food and I swear to myself to shut up during tuition. Of course, as a "double personality girl", I was quiet until a "forum" and I was talking...in an air-conditioned room!!!After that, I went back and slept early for there was co-curriculum the next day.

Waking up at 6.00am++, I cannot utter a word!!(Of course I can, but it'll be like using a chisel to scrap the throat). At school, Omma also caught a soar throat. All day, to summarize, we did nothing but roam around the school making our mark...(Omma was putting up notice about a chess competition) Later, we went to the book fair held at out school hall. I only bought a past year question on biology for RM1.00 and went back home for tuition.

During tuition, as usual, I feel drowsy but with a bonus...a migraine that continued until even I was home. I slept a bit and woke up to find that everyone will be going out. Mom asked me and I followed with the migraine still knocking on my brain. Well...we were out for hmm....since 5.00pm until 10.30pm and migraine was still there, drilling out of the skull.

Sunday......migraine was a LOT better, but still there!!!!!! Do a bit of chores and slept nearly the whole day, until the dental appointment...... at night, watched Mr. Bean's Holiday and packed my bags for School. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....................

June Holiday

one week has passed by
been doing nothing
feeling helpless by the day
thank goodness I followed her
and got to play with omma
which made me alive once more
but
I got a sore arm the next day
and I am still going to go for a game today
before that
I need to do chores first
^^

Yay!

This took me hmm.....nearly 2 hours to finish...

first picture was the clean sketch (I've erased the other lines that will make you dizzy)

second picture is the finished one (hehehe background colour was decided by brother)

Finally another one done!!

Aigoo

first day of holiday
went online
got bored
find someone to chat
ending up
crying like crazy
crying for nothing
just crying
waliao...
eyes nearly bengkak
crazy......

Bored? Yup

Friday!!

Today, is the last day of school. Only half of the class came, which is already better than unnie's class which only has 5 students. In the first four sessions, only our English teacher came. She didn't teach, only marked our papers. There were only a few left and she was done pretty quick. She started to read out the marks and we soon gathered at the table to see our marks, exchange looks with our friends and read the essays of our friends, even thou they refused to let you.

After reading my friends' essays, we found out that the 3rd question (... ...but it was all too late now) is the most popular among our classmates. And, the essays were I think more that 3/4 were connected to "death". We were laughing and we asked our friends "who did you kill?" Answers range from mother, sister, brother, friend... ... I was the one that "killed" my "sister".

I also read back my own essay. Mistakes...Vocabulary... Grammar... Evaluating... problems came out... T_T...

Then I suddenly thought that for the past 2 years (since form 4), I had been writing essays (stories) with sadness or running away, anger....kinda felt creepy... Maybe somewhere inside of me knows that these stories weren't just from my imagination... ...Or maybe I'm just thinking too much and TV series CSI has fused with my brain???

After recess, only Add Maths teacher came. It was so weird because the monitor wasn't there and we greet the teacher: "1,2,3...good morning teacher" He told us that he hadn't even seen the papers when we asked him about the marks. After that, there were no interactions with the teacher. We sat there, sleeping, drawing, reading, talking... I drew with Hem... characters^^ I think there were more than 10 people in the whole A4 paper.

Until the clock struck 12, we went home, talking on the way...

Ewww...??

Wrote this during exam....I was BORED...

In this dark place
I felt lonely
Until you came
You called out to me
Your voice was like a ray of light
hope
In this dark place
When we first met
You held my hand
And whispered in my ear
I've found you
I smiled faintly
After trapped in this dark place for so long
I finally met someone

Random Again

Finally, the holidays are here. This is the best time of the year because we can, of course, rest...and there is no school. The not very good part is that we have homework, folios, projects and special tuition classes. But it's better than having exam XD.

Hmm...gathering for primary 6 students... I really want to go...but I don't know how to communicate... especially after so many years...but I want to go...

Exams after holiidays... 6 more left!!! Gambate!!! Then it'll be report card, carnival and lots more of school lessons...

[Blurts out]: to all sisters... thank you...thank you...for being there for me...

One More...

Tomorrow will be the last 2 papers, then it'll be the holidays...

Conclusion of the past 3 days of exam...

From dizzy to wobbly to jelly......

Anyone wants jello?

Brother's gonna use the computer....

short post only...