2d@y

The first picture was done 2 days ago, the second picture was done yesterday at 1am before I slept. Today was exhausting. And now, I have a very annoying brother, asking to use the computer. I said NO. And yet, he stuck the damn pendrive into the computer.

End of post......
:P

2d@y

I have mushrooms growing on my shoulders.
I want to go under the sun!!!
I'm thirsting for the sunlight!!
I'm gonna blurt out a random, embarrassing secret......
I had a random dream, which barely happen to me unless I'm in a deep sleep {not dead sleep}
I don't know where was I, but there was a guy, an adult possibly....{bad memory, can't see face too}
He walked from the door or something behind me.
He approached me, slowly, closer and closer.
We looked into each other in the eyes.
There was this very strong emotional feeling, it felt really warm {maybe too mushy hehehe...}
The guy was a stranger, but I had strong feelings for him {ya, it happened in a dream}
Our faces were about a few inches apart.
Then I can't remember what happened cause I've woken up.
A few weeks later, I read a column about dreams and relationship in the newspaper.
It was random, I was curious.
I read about a few descriptions, but one came closest: "love at first sight"
The explanation for "love at first sight" was that I was wanting a relationship.
I immediately roared with laughter, cause I kinda ended one just a few weeks earlier before the dream.
Haha
There goes my secret.

2d@y

forgive me because I'm drowned in boredom......

:)

sometimes, feel life just sucks, cried almost every single day, beat myself up, say that I'm useless.......then it just sink deeper and deeper, until you couldn't see any light. In the past, that was me, naive little child that couldn't even try to understand people and complained that life is not fair.

Now, I'm learning to toughen up myself like that someone that I truly respect. I'm never going to be as strong as that person, but I'll try my best to be strong and try to get over those dark memories in the past. Gotta move forward!!!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

2d@y

drew this....umm... It just popped up in my mind and I started drawing it. It took me about 1.5 hours, personally, I'm quite pleased with this. Haha

It's the holidays, I'm in my house doing cleaning while my friends are out on vacations. I admit I admire them a lot, but I'm quite happy to see my shelf slowly, slowly becoming less messy.
Actually, I'm really happy doing cleaning after such a long time doing the exams. On the down side, I've not been touching any books for the past few days. I really need to start reading......

First Time Going Karaoke

The party after exam, don't know why, but I was hyped up, well, it took me awhile thou.

Went to Mushroom's house to gather first at 10.30am.

Went to umm......how do you call the place where you can karaoke??

Registered and went into the room for karaoke. {I haven't updated my vocabulary in a long time}

Mushroom and Tiffany(?) started singing. Everyone else was umm......well, didn't started immediately.........started a little later......

Sweetie and her sis came slightly later.

Details about the sing song, I really have no idea how to describe.........

but the last 20 minutes was epic! Everyone of us stood up, I mean every single person in the room, and sang whatever song was playing. I don't know why, but I had a temporary voice conversion after that.

Later after that, we went for a meal at a themed restaurant. {is restaurant too fancy? Cause I can't think of anything just yet} It was really interesting, and pretty much everyone was hyped up, really hyperactive. We had our meal then a few of us was soon using the imagination, creativity and chili sauce to express oneself. After nearly 2 hours there, we paid the bill, then not so slow, not so fast, we walked to the car as Mushroom parted to meet her sister.

In the car, I was talking and talking and talking..........and I was making a few cold jokes that got me scolded by Gran Gran.

When I was back home, I blabber about the whole day activity to my dad, like yesterday......
I took a half-hour nap and later had dinner.

After dinner, I suggested to mummy to go shopping for new clothes. {for Chinese New Year} She was not very tired from work so, my parents and I went to the nearby Jusco~

It was such a long time since my mom and I went shopping together. About dad, he went to the hardware section. {unless you are nearly obssessed about cleaning agents, containers, car waxes, sponges.......do not go shopping with dad^^} We were turning in circles in the clothing section for nearly 3 hours.....but we only bought very very little compare to past years. Truthfully, the bill was the scary part. For 2 discounted jeans, 2 discounted blouses, 1 dress and a bottle of some kind of liquid {my dad bought it} the bill added up to nearly 300. I told my mom: no more clothes for the whole 2011. Maybe I'm stingy or I can't understand why clothes are just getting extremely expensive......

Talk Talk Talk

On the 14th of December, I have officially finished my exams and finished my secondary school years.

The last paper was Chinese and I could say that I wasn't focused. Somehow I just wasn't able to translate the olden language comprehension and I was dumbfounded because there was no objective question for that part. The situation just made my day. When I was at the essay part, I really have no clue what to write. So, I wrote a story and tried to linked it to the question. Well, after it ended, I had only one reaction: laugh my head off for still having that small hope that I will pass. I think I'm a bit naive.....am I? Haha

After exam, I went home and blabber about my Chinese paper to my dad. I don't know if he's annoyed or not, but he did responded a little. I was talking non-stop. O dear....I talk too much....
Sorry to anyone that had to stand my annoying chitty chatty...

I had my lunch, went straight to the computer, and went facebook while working on some documents. I saw Coffee, or Coffee saw me....not so sure about that.....anyway, we chat on facebook for awhile and she had to go offline soon. I was going to close my computer, but the norton security was updating, and I can't exit!! So I left it open, took a bath. {ya, I'm lazy to go and take a bath immediately after coming home} After that, I went to Coffee's house without closing the computer. I went there cause I kinda promised hehehe.... about 2 days earlier on the net. We sat on the stone bench {it's not a bench....but I don't know what is it called...} and talked. The conversation ranged from umm.... k-pop, education, cheng cheng, Shinee's fan-fic......easier said, girls talking. I never imagined we could talk, nearly non-stop, for 2 whole hours! It was 7 then and I went back home for dinner.

I think I'm becoming a bossy talkative person. I don't want to!!!!!!!!!
gotta control, gotta control, gotta control, gotta control...........

2d@y

did this when I was studying biology...didn't have the mood to study and I did this.
pwetty pwetty funny

Form 3 Holidays

don't ask me why I wrote this
I just want to store my very ancient ideas from 2 years ago....I was 15 I guess......

I was making a scrapbook and stumbled upon my haven't-started-story draft

I still can't join the dots for a more creative story......maybe I just prefer writing about my life, more like complaining...

Below is the draft:
#####
story involves:
fact [I believe I have very limited general knowledge...]
romance [I still can dream, rite?]
fantasy [still my favourite type]
everyday life [I don't think I was thinking straight that time]

Winny
decendent of forest protector

Cathy
Winny's friend

Kell
wears lots of makeup

Samantha
Winny's best friend

Melody
possesed by dark spirit

Leo
decendent of forest protector

William
Winny's brother
immitates voices for fun

Lisa
bookworm

Ethen
head of dark spirit
new student in school

Pete
Winny's teacher in school

Frank
impish [I forgot what does it mean!!]

Johny
also known as John
friendly person

George
selfish
thinks he's famous

Jake
hair is his priority

Emily
likes to design clothes
Winny's best friend

Juliet
boy crazy

Finny
timid

Rose
thinks of only her clothes

Arial
pixie
friend of Bell

Bell
pixie
Winny's guru
guardian angel of Winny
can morph

Lust [I was influenced by full metal alchemist that time.....nice anime...]
guardian of crystal
human head
snake body
specialty is archery

Blue
Leo's guru
guardian angel of Leo
can morph
#####

2d@y

simple complicated

fusing them together

not impossible

but it could be troublesome

two people

minds so different

and yet they were together

really interesting

and lively

but when things aren't going well

it's just a very dark thing

that she can never be able to overcome

like the shadow that follows

over-exaggerating

maybe

because life sucks

or life's a miracle

simple complicated

haha

2d@y

at 9am...

woke up, shoot! i got tuition at 9 to 12
took a bath
messaged the teacher
called my friend
ask daddy to drive me there

at 12noon

tuition finished
dunno if dad's back yet...
jumped into friend's car
at the front of my house
i saw
no car
papa's not home yet
tried calling him
no answer
friend took me to their house
cause i didn't bring my house key
papa and bro went to pc fair

at friend's house
had my breakfast
and lunch
really stuffed my stomach

talked with friend
with all my heart
thank you for the necklace
i'll appreciate it for life

tried calling dad again
no answer

chatted with my friend again
and her mom too
a very sweet family
a very warm family

dad came to fetch me at around 5pm

thank you friend and family ^^
so so much~

2d@y

Physics is finally over!!!
3 papers in one day is tiring
i think i damaged my brain
and the hypothalamus isn't working well
body temperature is not in the okay-zone
well, I told my unnie to use the word
"Excruciating" to describe our physics test to the tuition teacher
I wonder if she did use it
I'll ask her tomorrow
I went fan-girl-ing and read an article
about a beautiful event that occurred when I was going through the your-bright-future-checkpoint
anyway the article:
Click here ^^ to read
credits to: www.dbsknights.net (I think......)