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You hear what you don't want to hear
You try hard to change the subject
You just don't feel like talking
You hear the same thing again
You feel pissed
inside
You feel like shouting "SHUT UP"
but
you hold it in
because
it's rude
so rude
especially to an elder
what did you do
you commented on the subject
with a long and detailed explaination
with a commanding tone
which is still so rude
too rude
is this me
is this my real behaviour
I still don't know who am I
conflicts from within
everyone has them
but to think something like
should I react accordingly or put on an unamused face
to a conversation
with a family
a friend
a stranger
a colleague
anyone
I struggle so much sometimes
I actually feel useless
who makes themselves like that
then you'll see me teasing at myself at the end of this post
cause that's what I do
maybe to lessen the grey clouds
maybe to hide my real self
maybe to play a fool out of myself
yup
I may need medication

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fallen leaves
by
jyj

beautiful song. from the first note, it sends shivers. listen to it on a rainy day, the emotions felt will amplify

yeah, i don't know of any better word to replace amplify. can anyone help me? is there a more poetic word you know? please, please, please with chocolate sprinkled on top?

Current status:

I'm now working part time. It's not the most exciting job, but at least I'm learning something. I'm doing less chores at home due to work. But the two of them need to learn more. I still don't know if I'm going to stay or go somewhere else. So the two of them need to carry this tiny burden if I really am going somewhere else.

Although I've taken my licence card from the driving centre, I haven't been driving at all. I wonder when will I ever start.

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XXXX-2010:

fringe, CSI, criminal minds, Eli (Stone), grey's anatomy, amazing race, mentalist, (Dr.) House, Detective Conan, Charmed, station 93.3.....

any one of the above plus schoolwork and doodles with sleepy daddy by my side

My life after school starting from 10.00pm during weekdays

Tuesdays are the overtime of the week. I stay up until 12 midnight. The consequences, sleepy student on Wednesdays. Luckily the classes before recess are PE and Maths.

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Below is what I got when I read the article from msn.com.my
Okay, only 2/10 of the whole article. But that's the interesting ones.


Pica is a disorder where a patient commonly eats things that aren’t actually food and it can rage from dirt and ice to pencils and toothbrushes. It’s most common in children and pregnant women, but can affect anyone of any age. It’s believe to be caused by a mineral deficiency linked to celiac disease, as what is eaten often contains a mineral which the person is deficient in.


The body can get a little confused a times and has been known to mistake thirst for hunger. If you have an arm or a leg in a plaster cast and you have an itch, try scratching the opposite limb. It has been suggested you can relieve an itch by confusing the brain.

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Newspaper~~ wanna guess how much does the dress cost??

I only found out today, it was RM 9800.00 (Alvin Tay Couture).

Yesterday--

I was feeling a little gloomy, so I decided to draw something. I took the newspaper with the model from last week and tried to draw the picture. It took me one full hour.Yet, the end product was awful. Somehow I'm still happy because I finished drawing it. Yeah, the drawing is really funny. I feel sorry for the model, dress, photographer, the professionals that made the picture...... I'll just consider my "piece" as a parody...^^

Below is what took me 1 hour to finish......

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This was written by Siang U in 2007. She recomended the songs for me. Thou I haven't listen to all of them yet. She transferred school in 2008. I miss you...

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This was done randomly. I can't remember the date!!!

I don't know how many strings are on a guitar, I don't even remember the shape of a guitar!!

I definitely don't know how to play a guitar.

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This was from 2 years ago in 2009. We were all Form 4 students.

Unforgettable.

Appa and Omma's wedding anniversary is on the 30th of February~

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We went to Penang for Cheng Beng. We went to Penang for food. I mean, a mountain of local cusines!!! We went to Penang to see the Peranakan Mansion that mummy said had lots of beautiful wood carvings.

Address:

29, Church Street, 10200 Penang, Malaysia

E-mail:

rmhbaba@streamyx.com

rmhbaba@gmail.com

Website:

www.pinangperanakanmansion.com

Visiting Hours:

Daily from 9.30 am to 5.00 pm

(Open on all public holidays unless notified by the management)

Admission:

Adult: RM 10.00

Child: RM 5.00 (below 12 yrs)

(Child below 6 yrs - Free)

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This was from a long long time ago. We went to the Science centre for the CSI Exhibition. FYI, I recycled the ticket just after I took the photos. I'm tidying up the pile of papers, brochurs, forms...... It's really heart breaking to get rid of personal stuff!!! TT