First Week Of Drama

3 days ago, (Tuesday) was the drama competition for zone level. There were 3 schools participating (zone is a very small place???).

I was also participating, but I didn't do much (sorry.... :P) I saw them practice as they were guided by a professional. To be truthful, I thought that there will never be enough time to get it perfect, the acting, the timing, special effects...

But after a week of really intensive training, it was time for the actors to shine on stage. I must say, I was proud of them. They endured everything and still stood strong. They went on stage and gave their all. They won the hearts of the crowd......

When the results were out...we got second place...but we qualified into the district level^^

Next competition will be on next Tuesday, it'd be a full-packed shedule for everyone... gambate!!!

Malay Exam

Today is the Malay test that only our school have... The teacher said it was a program conducted by someone who has a higher ranking than the principle (not sure who is it). Full test! Imagine having to face 4 hours and45 minutes in one day...It's not because I hated the language, I just don't like the syllables taught in school. I do like language, but I am very slow at picking up...hehehe...

Anyway, like I just said, only our school conducted the exam. The reason was to (not quite sure about the facts) get a real mark for our target in the real government exam.

Hmm....how I did in the paper... I'd say, my wrist hurts, my nose allergy came at the wrong timing, my arm was shaking after 2 pages, my nose still hurts, I don't know how to interpret the points for the essay, my mind was flowing in the air, thinking about my home in pluto during the exam...

When all these stuff are added up.... what does it equal to???

Another Random One

Seven days in a week. You do your routine, go to school (or work) then chores, then other activities (that I can't think of now). Out of all of them, there is always a day where you feel really nice, wanting to have a beautiful day, motivated to finish all the I'm-nearly-done things in the list. Then you get started, running happily here and there, making the list shorter. It feels really great. I don't know why, I used to have a lot of that type of day in a week, but now, it never lasted half a day. Before I can finish my first to-be-done task, something always happen, now it happens so many times that I lost count...

It's frustrating man!! You get so hyped up and someone just throw a bulldozer on your head, really hard!!!!! Every week...feeling so hyped up then after being hit, you feel drowsy or dizzy or gray or painful or..........

I'm still trying to work it out so that I know how to tackle the bulldozer. Then, it's heaven...hehehe

Random

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Ninth Of April Random

Pembangunan Insan is the program that is done every week. I like it, but not because we get to spend more time with the teachers with only pure relaxing and fun. I like it because I can spend time with my sister...sweetie, you know I'm talking about you (runs to the basin to vomit...) Since form 4, we started walking on different paths. It was sad, but, everyone has their own path. I sat with another sister, we barely know each other, but slowly, we played with each other and got closer. Anyway, sweetie and I still spend time together during assembly, but we can't talk much as the prefects were beside us. During recess, we got to talk for a while, but I like long talks, where we open our hearts to each other...know each other more deeply. It was always during pembangunan insan that let us have that time, besides web cams (I barely do that) We get to sit closely...talk like there were only two of us (well, no one wanted to bother us) I really really like those times...

During tuition, we were having a "social discuss" with the teacher and suddenly second sister said that we hadn't talk for a long time. I asked her was it the long talks we used to have and she said yes. I thought about it, we spend too little time together these days... I guess I just like listening to my sisters talk, or I just like living in the past, even if I know I can't.

To my sisters...I love you...(and please don't hit me with the bat even if you've puked because of me)

A Week Back From Trip

** do not believe everything that you read **

just funny
and yet
...

everytime we meet
somehow
I can't take it

heart filled with emotions
only when we departed
I noticed
everything I see
was a blur

I didn't know
somehow
I ended up there

what happened

what am I to do
I want to runaway

but so many strings
I've tied

so many that I forgot
how to untie them

I'm trapped

I can't blame anyone
I can't help it
I just can't

don't know when
I forgot how to cry

started to feel the scars
that were left inside my heart
scars that didn't heal
and never will
I couldn't cry
I couldn't shout
I couldn't do anything

...shivering...I feel the raindrops...even when it's not raining...