Wednesday, June 13, 2012

2d@y

so basically, I found another way of writing stories. The lazy way I chose-- poem based story. It's getting more interesting as I write more of these... poem story?? I don't have to think of a beautiful or long or arrange a sentence, then a paragraph, then a whole story. I just write the stuff I was imagining, then add a little stuff here and there. Voila! I finished a mini scene story.

And it's less complicated!!! Like for the first fanfic I tried writing... I had to take such a long time to think how to continue the story. Silly me, I tried such a complicated plot and even made myself dizzy! It's still on hiatus. But I really want to continue it... It's just that I have problem presenting the stories properly. I have so many drafts but it's so hard to piece them up together!

I have this plan that popped up when Coffee! asked if I was writing about this smtown fanfic. So... I have decided to write my second fanfic the lazy way. There won't be a proper plot. Just the characters and some short scenes. No puzzle piecing anymore! Hooray for me!  :P


Shoutout to Coffee~!!! "Familiar Not" is going to be a part of the fanfic. I'm going to add this new character, a.k.a the doppleganger-ish guy with no name. Still thinking of the identity~

Strangers Again

Taeyong...
I called his name

Hey
He caressed my cheek

Hyesun, I have to leave
He said while looking at me

Okay...
I said
uncertain
of how I should react

Hyesun, to be honest
I have to leave you... forever
There was a very sad tone
especially at the last word

Must you?
I asked

He couldn't answer me
He didn't answer me

We just stood there
looking at each other
just like that

Taeyong, I'll miss you
I said
my lips trembling
my eyes getting blurry

I won't be in your life anymore
I'll just be another stranger that passed by
an insignificant one
I won't meddle with your life anymore
I promise you
He gave me a kiss on my forehead

Remember to stay strong
okay?
I nodded
not lifting my head at all

Bye, stranger.
He gently lifted my head and wiped my tears

Goodbye... stranger
I gave a smile
even thou my tears couldn't control themselves
I waved
as he disappeared into the crowd

Monday, June 11, 2012

Familiar Not

The resemblance
It’s impossible
And yet
He is sitting there
Doing homework with a bunch of other students
How is it…
Coincidence,
Yeah, that’s it.

I couldn’t help but to take another look
The face
The eyes
The same old hairstyle
That smile
He looks exactly the same

No
He said he wouldn’t come back
He left
Forever
He promised
That he wouldn’t meddle with my life again

Hyesun, why are you staring at that guy?
Eileen asked me

No reason
I shrugged
Yet my eyes were fixed on him

Come on, let’s go meet!
Eileen pulled me before I could stop her

In a second
We were in front of him

I mentally gulped
Shoot, Eileen!
I screamed in my head

Hi! I was wondering
Do you have a girlfriend now?
Eileen asked
Very straight forwardly

Umm… No?
He answered
A surprised and dumbfounded face

Are you free this Tuesday night?
Eileen asked again
Gleaming

Yeah, I’m free.
He gave a short answer

Please do me a small favor. Bring her to the movies, okay?
Eileen showed an okay sign

Sure.
He said and smiled at me
Of course,
Shy me
I turned away

Here’s her number, call her!
Eileen handed him a small piece of paper
I tried to snatch it away
But failed miserably

Nice meeting you!
Eileen said and dragged me away

Great,
Now I have a date?!
Eileen… I hate you for being you…

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Him

he adjusted his clothes
feeling nervous
for the first time
in his life

he had asked for her to go to the library after class
standing behind the bookshelves
he waited for her arrival

checking himself again
adjusting his hair
one of the juniors passed by

hello Jake
what are you doing there with that?
the junior asked while pointing at the thing in his hand

nothing
hey, remember tomorrow's gathering.
you know, for the guitar practice?
he tried to change the subject

okay, at 3pm, rite?
I'm gonna go practice!
the junior said and left

whew, that was a close call
he mumbled to himself

he stood behind the bookshelves
waiting for his special guest to walk through the entrance

soon
she walked in
a small part of her hair tied up into a cute ponytail
light makeup
big eyes that were searching her surrounding
light purple t-shirt
white shorts
her light green bag that she'll never give up even if you gave her an LV or Gucci
the white sneakers
she wasn't like other girls 
she had her own style
and he loved how cute and innocent she always looks

as she didn't saw anyone familiar
she went towards a table and sat down
taking out her phone
she started pressing numbers

his phone vibrated
making him jump
taking a breath
he pressed the button and stopped the call

taking all his courage
he sneaked behind the girl

hey Cassie
he tapped her shoulder

hi Jake
she waved at him
even thou his face was just inches away from hers

he couldn't help but laugh

you're just too cute
he caressed her cheek with his right hand
his left still behind him

what did you call me here for?
she asked
her eyes looking into his
her smile so bright

for a reason
he said simply

he held her hand and led her to the fiction books section

you remember that first time we met?
he asked her

yes
she said and blushed
it was so embarrassing

you wanted this book that was too high on the topmost of the shelf
he continued

and I tried jumping to get it
then I fell down and got a bruise
and you came to help me
borrowing the book for me and treating my bruise
she said smiling

yeah
he said and took out the book that was in his left hand all this time
it had flowers all over it

secret garden
the book that led me to meeting you
ever since that first meeting
I've fallen for you
your beauty
your cute charm
so
all I want to ask of you
is
would you go out with me?
he asked finally
he held his breath
waiting for an answer

she was startled
her mind was blank
but she already knew her answer

she smiled at him shyly
nodding

Monday, June 4, 2012

Peach

Peach.
That's how he calls me
I find it weird
always
and it pisses me off when he calls me that in front of my friends
it's disgusting
no no no
don't get me wrong
I like the fruit a lot
I just don't like that he calls me that
I have a name
you know?
so use it!
I scold him whenever he does the same mistake

Peach!
the same voice came from behind me

Angered
I turned around
and shouted
FOR THE 1000TH TIME! I HAVE A NAME!
then I turned and stomped ahead

After awhile, I heard running footsteps from behind

Peach
he pouted when he finally caught up
and walked beside me

I ignored him
of course

Peach
he pouted and TRIED to make a cute face

I ignored him more and walked faster

he didn't follow
there were no footsteps behind me
I walked ahead
Ignoring him was fun

then
I heard running footsteps again

suddenly
he was already in front of me

I stopped walking

What are you up to?
I asked with an annoyed tone

He was just standing there

Hello?
I waved in front of his face

Sunyoung
he said my name
looking into my eyes

be my girlfriend?

2d@y

going out with ya'll is one of the happiest moments I can have
every single one of you is precious to me
even thou we may not spend much time together
or talk to each other so much
but seeing ya'll
I realize
having friends
is one of the best things I can ever have
material just doesn't come close
that relationship
is what I truly want in life
and ya'll are people
that made my life meaningful

Sunday, June 3, 2012

2d@y

Just a joke

(considered as an inside joke)

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/196404/293/to-know-more-about-exo-planet-s-the-rebound-2-news-you-exo-exok-exom-facts-informations

credits to the author~

Friday, June 1, 2012

2d@y

**warning: bad post/ranting post**

should stop all these activities huh?
as much as you want to
a part of you just feel that it's so wrong
this feeling
it becomes worse
when people start talking about a realistic life
you don't know what you're doing anymore
you want to cry your whole heart out
not cause you want to cry
but because you are looking for someone to comfort you
it's like using people
how horrid could you be?
as fun as it looked
inside
you wonder
is this what you really want?
you know you're just not the natural
when it comes to
social
you try your best to mingle
did you really try?
awkwardness
never leaves you
you know it
ever since who knows when
what he said was true
what she said was true
that
that phobia
towards what?
strangers?
people?
life?
what are you doing here?