Really Frustrating

2006- starting to learn 12 totally new subjects
2007- conflicts between friends
2008- unstable change of luck
- we were suppose to do our history folio
- when we finished our folio, our teacher said the format is changed, so we need to redo the folio.
- I've wasted about 120 pages of papers just for this folio.
- just when we finished it again, the teacher marked it and gave us A-B standard mark. But, the
officers who were checking our folio gave us D-E mark. The folio was called trash!

May-June Holiday 2008 (disappointing)

Holiday is suppose to be either relaxing, exciting, fun, spending time with your family and friends......

But it's just not for me this year......
The school gave too much work and it's just frustrating......
There's the oral test in Malay and English, the project for history and geography, the 3 essays in Malay, the 3 essays in Chinese, the holiday worksheet......

I don't want to finish them or even see them......
They should be hand in after the holidays.......
I don't want to disappoint my parents or my teachers
but......this is too much for me

It may be very easy for a lot of people, but for me, I can't take it......
I can't runaway from it, it doesn't solve the problem, but worsens it......
I guess this means that I am a very weak person that just can't make a real decision......

Muahahahaha......