Today would be my... fifth day of my first job. My friends and I went to find a job after the last exam paper. Actually there was suppose to be only two of us, but we didn't know where is the starting point, so we asked another friend to help us. She was more experienced and we were like umm.....I don't know, like the first time we learn to walk, having someone to guide us. Haha.
Well, I ended up getting a job at the clothing department and Ngoh got a job at the bags'. What I need to do is fold the messy shirts, blouses, pants... and of course, stand and not sit for at least 5 hours. I was really lucky as the promoters around me were friendly and helpful, I've got nothing to say. Well, except that my feet hurts me the next day. But I still need to go on, rite? I mean if I can't even stand 5 hours of work, what can I do? I have nearly zero talent, no skills!
Now that a quarter of my time is on my part-time job, I have less time on household chores. But my siblings! They don't even want to move if I don't tell them to. Arg.... I feel like stranggling myself sometimes because I took a job. There's so much to do at home, but I want to go out there and learn something. I want to overcome my phobia. I knew, even since I was in primary school that I have a problem in socialising, my father also told me. When talking to someone, I would always look downwards and never face them, which is very rude. I want to overcome this problem, so that I wouldn't be nagged (Haha) and can talk to other people confidently, not giving them bad impressions.
Well, another 1.5 month to go, Gambate!
Sweetie... I miss you... Hope we can meet again soon!
Love you.
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